Awake 2 A Dream

I awaken from my sleep
I’m moving around trying to sleep but thoughts of you are resting beside me
The source of our emotional life is hit where it’s most vulnerable
The reason I can’t sleep is because I’m forcing myself to make these feelings reversible
We can’t sleep because the truth still lies within us
We are trying to avoid each other’s eyes, closing our eyes so we can stay blind
But our minds are creating dreams,
So we refuse to let them gain a love and a friendship because our friendship was already complete
And I awaken because I don’t want to understand what that could mean
We won’t accept what is true in our dreams
But our visions of the night just show us in actuality what we could be
I’m trying to allow myself, but at times I want my dreams to dream sometimes else
We know each other to well
If we could rest and connect with our dreams they would tell me in actuality that we should co-exist
But I excuse sleep and lie in bed dreamless
However, we won’t allow us to complete each other mental pictures
And our thoughts lay beside us not allowing us to complete each other’s realities
But it goes far beyond dreams we have to awake the next morning and choose in acuality what we are going to be
And we only close our eyes if we stay friends and not allow this feeling to go further
And if I do sleep I have nightmares that were just friends and this can’t go further
My thoughts lie next to me dreaming that in each other’s presence we caught a mental sensation
There’s no way I can sleep with those thoughts because they turn into a dream that shows what our reality could be
You dream but only of nightmares cuz you were hit where you're most defenseless to pain
So your eyelids conceal your eyes and my reflection stays blind
And we both refuse to awaken to each other
but my face somehow continues creating a picture in your mind
So 2 sets of eyes make no contact we can’t look at each other cuz feelings were obtained
4 lips make short conversations cuz we gained something that still remains
I can’t decide if I’m going to have you in my life or stay committed to my fears
And will I continue to sleep on love and toss and turn with nightmares
All because we caught feelings
I must stay committed to myself and trust whatever this passion is
Cuz you might cause tears
And I don’t want to sleep if that means crying me to sleep
And have my pillow case stained with tears because I refuse to have you reappear
But they keep repeating
I pray before I slept leaving it in the Lords hands
Praying that I’m not praying for something that I’m going to regret
Our thoughts are sleeping with our hearts that corrupt the feelings which enhance our fears
We caught feelings and there’s nothing we can do there’s nothing else to prove
We are falling in love with our doubts
I’m engaging our doubts and you’re marrying our fears
Let’s develop a relationship with our thoughts that will bring together our hearts
And divorce those nightmares
Let’s skip the dreams and turn it into reality
We are the source that’s is accountable for our own happiness
See the nightmares will continue every night and keep us awake if we don’t follow what’s in our hearts to flourish
So we don’t have to roll over and have our thought and hearts ask us why they are in the wrong hands and loveless
And we can’t just want each other in our dreams
Cuz that would indicate that one of us would have to leave
Depending on who are the sleeper and the other the dreamy?
Someone would awaken to reality and I can’t sleep as it is
And I don’t want to continue to awaken from the dream and realize we can only be together in the dream
But if I awaken from my sleep you would have to leave
So we have to have the chance to be outside our dreams,
Only if I accept in actuality that we can be
So let’s sleep through the night and awaken the next morning with the thought of each other
Awake the next morning to love
Awake the next morning to reality
Awake the next morning to our hearts and thoughts about each other
Let’s wake up to rested eyes and the reflection the each other

- Me, D U P R E E .