3AM Prayer (Snippet)

Waking up from a nightmare
directly on i go to my mirror in concentrate for prayer.
b/c the one who cares to listen to me, is reliable through prayer
Asking why is loving me unjust
In my experiences it has never been morally right or fair...
And no longer can I act like this doesn't bother me like I don't have a care
In this mirror I see
my foreheads veins trying to push to the surface of my head
My Eyes red,
glistening beautifully,
a lot more then they usually did
Eyebrows forming these curves that makes me look scared
A Runny nose, that interrupts my own words because of constant sniffles
Crying so hard I hear nothing else but my own ears whistle
I am probably dropping way to much water from my eyes, for my eye sockets to handle
And My ear's color is turning rosy
and the tip of my nose is following suite
These tears are trying to expose me
So I'm up at night praying that the Lord is still working on me...