No One is Faithful

Forgive me for my ways
That believing in these times mean believing the truth seems to only deceive.
When believing in you only brings about grief because one day you will leave.
Which only adds intense sorrow because I couldn't avoid being this naive
Falling in love in the first place
Letting our souls interlace
First twisting and turning, locking in, then position it
Giving you all the power to my innocent heart
Wasting time in loving you and painfully defacing it
Hearing your voice seems to relieve
But only ends up leaving drops of liquid weakness soaking into my right arm sleeve
No one is faithful
Another lie told and it was intend to protect me
But only ended up setting pain on a wounding spree
allowing me to cast away all the faith I had in you and watching it drift off to sea
No one is faithful
Not to ones self or to others
Because if I'm not deceiving myself I am unknowingly doing it to others
Injury caused by heartbreak can only be my fault
But taking it out on others is my foolish pride trying to recuperate from the trauma my heart was taught.
Blinded from the truth
If there was a candle brightly lit
I'm pretty sure the pressure of wanting love would have that lightened flame quit
I make no excuses, but these lies will no longer be the truth
And when my heart touches someone else's my heart will be strong before it goes weak
Naive, will endure its own shame because I will be satisfied with the
flesh God has blessed me in
Forgive me for my ways
Undergoing so much unnecessary hurt that was defining my days
My bright light is calling me
And the eye water on my sleeve is drying for me
No one is faithful
No love but my own will define me
Because that kind of love is always careful

-Love yourself first. :)




*late night writing.
For my good friend.
Love Fully.
Wrote back in December, and I'm living this poem right now