Heavy Darkness

You left me in the dark
Now how am I going to spark up
Spark up
Get the guts to pull everything inside of me together to say whats up
What's up
Everything has changed and I am here with out my light
When your heart beat was the one that pounded the same pattern as mine,
With mine
so I thought I got something right
But you left me in the dark and everything that lit us both up has been blown out
Gone out
Without either of us reaching for the stars for a new bulb to help us figure this all out
And I can't say I'm lonely here
With dried up tears
Because I am accompanied by the shadows of a smile that use to be
And pillow like lips that I couldn't wait to hear speak
Hear teach,
And voice feelings that were purposely leaked
Shadows of a male's figure that use to stand in very close proximity of mine
and it's dark now
No shine
No signs
Where are you when on my heart, you said you would always be here
on the dotted lines.
now it's dark and you are missing when You were who consigned
And I'm standing so far away from you that it seems that darkness and fear couldn't force us together again
Look at each other the same
You left me in the dark
And I feel 5 years old again scared of the dark, to scared to sleep
And all I hear is a pounding
With no light, no sight I can't figure out what is around me surrounding
Surrounding
And I wish I can piece ever sound together and find out if in this dark I should be hiding, hiding from you
When I know in this dark I want you to find me
Please Find me
No more dreaming, because in this darkness there is no serenity
Because I'm on pens and needles trying to see some lightening crack
and as I stand here I feel some sensation of your breath on neck and hands placing themselves on my back
And here I go getting sucked into a situation that I wish I could attack
Wish your heart I could do the same and snatch
Right out of your chest
But Make it wear a bullet proof vest
Because thats what I should have done
In the beginning when we both met
Protected my own as you shoot these blanks into my chest
You left me in the dark
Extremely cold here
And nothing can be undone
And I'm in this too deep and there is no point of taking off on a run
There was love in this body and light doesn't want to live there any more
So I'm left in your darkness because your light was my love...
and here I have your bulb crushed on the floor
You left me in the dark
And my optimistic mind hopes you didn't do this purposely
Because my heart got heavy
Weighing way to much for my own self to carry
And it's so dark I don't bother to pick it up
Lift it up
And I rather not ask you to help me because I don't think you are that delicate enough to carry
I'm in the dark and I wish there were 1 sets of arms to guide me
Guide Me
but you left me with your shadow
And complete darkness
I just wondering if you will ever come back to me
get me
Come find Me
Find me