First Times

They always say "there's a first time for everything" but why can't this one thing be my last something that I can finally hold onto with out leaving this grasp I wish the first times that happen in certain things can start all over again with just one wish upon shooting star and lasts then it starts all over again in a flash and if there is a first time for everything I then find myself usually anticipating the last because good things come to an end if there is a smalll amount of doubt somewhere in me stashed the first time for anything will never get the chance to live again if uncertainty does pass and the first time for anything thing probably will never be thought again because the first time for anything was never given the second chance