Unfolding

I saw you, again
not in person though
and I should probably be thankful for that
because I do not know how I would react if both of our eye sights made contact
like the sun settling in behind the night,
the vision of you disappeared a soon as my mind wished that just a glimpse of you really did appear
and when I saw you, everything was different
a different place, a different space, different people and being there, feeling something like this felt much easier
all this I took in on my own
no games, no whispers, no stares, just me catching glances of something I pray won't end like everything else did
And before ever hoping for something quiet in my world full of noise
I prayed for you before I was even introduced to who you are.
I prayed I would not regret you
and when I saw you again
I just wish I could give you a reason to love me again
Because to me just like when flowers stop blooming, that means maybe paradise has ended,
and one can't help but take that as a sign, that when words stop exchanging there is a possibility this has all come to an end
So if I ever see you again that doesn't mean my feelings for you would never be the same or changed
I just choose to forget because I want all new emotions too bring all new feelings again
to go on and on and on and bring a girl back to being the one who can trust again
so soon,
maybe I will see you or maybe not but if I ever do when I stand in front of you know I'm no longer broken
just unfolding for something that's here to stay.