A Love Supreme

What am I fighting for?
For some reason I still ponder
On this hard to answer inevitable question
I need to mention
It's the first thing that comes to my mind n the morning after I say my prayers to my lord
It's the last thing that comes to my mind at night after I pray once more
The question is what disables all my actions
what am I fighting for?
I consider this question with my eyes shut closed
With eyelids laid over to conceal my eyes
And ur eyes will stay away with no contact with mine
Because my eyes see and they never lie
And know that your still on My mind
So What am I fight for?
My mouth still contains nothing to say
I'm not willing to stand up and fall for just anything
I'm asking why I can't take this and why my heart is still breaking and why Are emotions kept silent
And when I see you it feels like my heart is crying teardrops of fire...
High emotions..with flames that are hotter then any other poetic pros
N are burning better then any bad metaphors
N I'm drawn to a love that sets my soul on fire n no one else could be a replacer
N your love is the fire estinguisher
So what am I fighting this for?
And I feel as though I need to ask you the same question
what am I fighting for?
Before you answer I'm praying it has to do something with me
And you reply saying this is A Love Supreme
He said " this question should be directed more towards me
He said I am making it hard to love this Love..
And I'm trying to throw away all possible reasons
for even becoming close to falling upon Love
N tht he is tht love
So what am Are youfighting for?
You disregarding Loving this Love maybe the reasons for your actions
And when Ur finally able to love this love
You won't allow me to appear and I still disregard and
turn me into another I can't Love You....
And claim me as another distraction
Again girl
What are you fight this for?
Hopefully it won't get to that point
When you mark me as 1 out of ten and hope you will have
better luck next time
However next time could come in when It does
You will begin to love this Love
And it won't be allowed
My love for you babe will be declined
Again before it's to late
What are you fighting for?
Please don't hesitate because youjust for the record lost some of my Love before I could even finish this line
Missing loving this Love is all that You have gotten right.
Im trying to Free you and finally be able to Truly love u my love
But for some reason You have nothing better to do but be afraid to Love this love
But i feel in my Heart
maybe its time for me to give your doubts a helping hand
and throw them out
Leave them behind
because You loving this love is what your ready to be about
This is a love supreme and I done with continuing barely holding on to you...
What are you fighting for?
This answer will save you
You don't have to rely on Yourself to keep your heart safe
And if you run you will run right to this love becuase this was more then ment to be
So let me be your answer there's no where else to run to
I am your Love Supreme"

- By Me