NeenXSupreme

Sometimes where I think I am expecting myself to be I feel so far from it and perhaps that could be a good thing. I might be moving to fast and sometimes moving to fast to get to where you want be can wreck your own future.
In this complex process of trying to find myself I found out about others in my life. I tried to run from the past and quickly prompt myself to the future.However how can I find my truth if I'm fleeing what is meant to be in my existence. Certain things that crept into my being have shed some light on myself as a whole. I came to a final conclusion that what was creeping into my is now at the End of the Road. Somethings just need to be left to being just alright and that is exactly what I am ready to do.
I felt ambushed and forced to feel a certain way and no more will I let someone Else's feelings impact my life and force me to change my own because that could leave you in a situation that can leave you without words. leave you with those things rolling down your face. It's hard becuase its written on their face and what is the truth does not even come out. But what else can you possibly do. If its that difficult to to add speech to your true feelings then they are probably not real. I hate to say this b/c deep down it most likely is not that way, but when things are held in for so long....what is there else to question. I dont know why things do go they way you thought or the way you wanted them to be. In you have intent to let it all go and a hurt heart in a change in there character follows suit.